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March 29, 2001
Dying Enthusiasm
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Two weeks and a day. I'll have to start making a list...
It's odd. I seemed to have slacked in my devos and prayer now. Did I really want it? It makes me think. Because when I prayed at first, they were answered right away, and that week went great. But it's died off. I started having less and less time. How do you pray against something that indirectly works against that prayer? Man, I need a good can o'whooparse!
Two weeks left, and I haven't written the testimony, drafted book report #1 or reviewed / wrote #2. I've got 2 games times, one sports and an easter egg hunt. Sunday we're singing two songs at Mission. How bout this - I feel a tang of guilt because since I don't need to go to praise team practice tonight because I won't be there Sunday, I'm going to Jon's to watch Survivor when I could still go to practice. Is it guilt? Or is God saying praise team isn't for me, at least yet? I haven't been for two weeks because last time I couldn't get into my house (gas leak, neighborhood thing) and before that I believe we had a Hamilton that Sunday too. What does this mean? I need to pray like I did before, seek exclusively, unswervingly, undoubtedly, and energetically.
And get my work done.
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